I have just had the worst death-anxiety attack of my life. I was quite literally just jerking around and moving my hands along my thighs for like a solid 2 minutes. I had been playing Forza, was totally into the game, and then out of the blue, I had this thought of “Fuck, I’m gonna die someday! And like, then it’s all over. For fucking ever.” I’m even kind of having a smaller attack right now just thinking back on it, because now I remember the feeling, and it makes the feeling come back.