Everything, but nothingI often have this. I feel like everything sucks, I feel like there’s a million things that suck and I feel like all those things, I could…Apr 6Apr 6
Watching old moviesThis is a post I wrote in October 2023, and now it’s half a year later, but I gotta post it now, because it’s been in the back of my head…Apr 6Apr 6
Mind of an a person with ADHD?I put my bed linen on for a wash, and the machine’s been done for a good 15 mins now. I don’t have a dryer, so I use that rack thing, and…Dec 10, 2023Dec 10, 2023
Death-anxietyI have just had the worst death-anxiety attack of my life. I was quite literally just jerking around and moving my hands along my thighs…Sep 24, 2023Sep 24, 2023
Dealing with inevitabilityI don’t believe in God/a god, but I hate the thought that when we die, life just leaves our body and then “that’s it”.Sep 20, 2023Sep 20, 2023
The constant Will I, Won’t I?There’s a constant struggle, or battle of two sides inside me. Indecision? Commitment issues? I hate calling it that, for people have this…Sep 6, 2023Sep 6, 2023
Looking back feels weirdNow that I wrote a new post on here again after a long time, I saw the notifications, and upon checking them out, I re-read some of my old…Sep 5, 2023Sep 5, 2023
PreYesterday was kind of brutal. I was just suffering. Thoughts of my ex keep coming at me right out of the blue.Dec 19, 2021Dec 19, 2021